Girl, I know you're not coming back anymore
So why, oh, why do I keep on watching the door
I talk to you as though you can hear what I say
But I'll lose my mind if I keep on acting this way

I've got to get a hold on myself
Got to make believe I don't care
Got to go someplace
Find a brand new place
Got to get out and get somewhere

Got to get a hold on myself
Got to take what life has to give
Got to get on the track
And lay down and die
Got to get a hold on myself

Late at night I hear footsteps sound down the hall
And I kid myself that you're coming back after all
Telephone rings but there's no one on the line, no, no, no
when I stop and think I know it's all in my mind

I've got to get a hold on myself
Got to make believe I don't care
Got to go someplace
Find a brand new place
Got to get out and get somewhere

Got to get a hold on myself
Got to take what life has to give
Got to get on the track
And lay down and die
Got to get a hold on myself.
